Judgement Day

So much to say.
Better left unsaid.

Words that are angry

hurtful

judgemental

spiteful.

He said it would not matter.
The past was not important.

But it does matter. And it is important.

Lots of words.

Until We Meet Again.....

It's completely against my nature to post twice in one day, but I was cleaning out my saved emails today and came across this email from my dad. It's the last update he sent out. This post can pretty much explain the previous one.


Well, I suppose it's time to say goodby. It's been a
good journey. I have been blessed with a Christian
family and a Christian life for the most part.
This wasn't what I expected, but whoever gets that
must be special!

My oncologist says I'm deluged with tumors and I
should make final preparations. Feel feel to call or
email or stop by. I'm weak but I'll try to keep up a
reasonable conservation.

Rick Monroe

Almost There

"In Repair" -John Mayer

Too many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
It's taking so long I could be wrong, I could be ready
But if I take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I'm in repair, I'm in repair

Stood on the corner for a while
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hoping it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
It's taking so long I could be wrong, i could be ready
But if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I'm in repair, I'm in repair

And now I'm walking in the park
All of the birds they dance below me
Maybe when things turn green again
It will be good to say you know me

It's taking so long I could be wrong, I could be ready
But if I take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I'm never really ready

I'm in repair, I'm not together





But I'm getting there